Looking back at a year of oil painting

Untitled work in progress, 36″ x 24″, June 20 2017

A year ago today, I went to a neighborhood art store and bought three tubes of oil paint on a whim, and started making oil paintings for the first time in my life. I wrote about that at the time here, about starting from scratch and about some of my thoughts and feelings about oil painting as then a still mostly abstract idea.

Looking back a year later, what started as a little experiment — another likely short-lived hobby to add to my long history of same — has become instead a serious and emotionally valuable part of my life.   Continue reading “Looking back at a year of oil painting”

Five Concentric Wireframe Cubes, step-by-step

I spent the last couple days, in particular too many hours yesterday, working on a new painting, Five Concentric Wireframe Cubes.  I also took a lot of pictures along the way, as I drafted out guidelines on a three foot by two foot canvas and then systematically mixed and laid colors into that drawing.

I tend to share bits and pieces of process on my twitter feed, @joshmillard, but I thought I’d round up these process photos as a blog post.

Five Concentric Wireframe Cubes, oil on canvas, 36″x24″

I’m pleased with the result, and also pretty sore from all the careful freehand edge-making at various 60 degree increments on a large canvas.  Working larger like this introduces new challenges compared to the many square-foot paintings I’ve done in the last couple months.  New complications, but also exciting possibilities.

Blank 36″X24″ canvas with yardstick and reference sketch

One implication of a larger canvas is that the machine-cut stencil process that fits smaller paintings (e.g. Continuity) really well is more difficult to use well.  I have done a couple of larger stencil-driven pieces so far this year — Sierpinski Carpet, Concentric Squares which required four coordinated stencil plates; Conservation of Area which required six — and they came out well, but it was a great deal of extra work to involve the notionally time-saving stencil element.  I’m still working out the balance, there.

But difficulty of coordinating multiple stencil plates aside, FCWC isn’t a great fit for that anyway: the painting is made up of a lot of fields of directly adjacent color, so there’s no negative space gaps for stencil material to define.

It’s also a (relatively) simple design; compared to the two pieces linked above, it has no thin, closely-packed lines, but rather fewer, larger areas made out of (to think of it one way) one or more contiguous unit-inch equilateral triangles. And so drafting it out with rule and pencil was as good a solution as any.

Initial colored pencil sketch on isometric graph paper

The painting started as a sketch, one of several I made the other day on this theme of concentric wireframe cubes.  This one felt most interesting to tackle.   Continue reading “Five Concentric Wireframe Cubes, step-by-step”

Screwing Up A Painting Correctly

Detail from Six Menger Sponges In Transit

So, this isn’t the painting I thought I was making when I decided to make it.

At conception, Six Menger Sponges In Transit was going to be a sort of sequel to another oil painting I’d done months earlier, Green Twins.  That earlier work was the result of some experimentation with paint diluting mediums, particularly Neo Megilp which I took an early liking to because of the way it makes oil paint more transparent and slick without making it runny.  (I should write a bit more about that some time.)

Green Twins

With Green Twins I ended up producing an ethereal, weightless feeling and a hint of some mechanical texture to the twin cube objects. (Technically it’s a cube and a first degree Menger sponge; technically technically a cube is a zeroeth-degree Menger sponge.)  The thinned paint laid out in multiple layers, with textured foreground over wispy background, really works for me.  It has a science fiction feel to it, like something very old but manufactured with unfamiliar tools.

I didn’t know what I was aiming for when I made it, but I liked what came out.

And so months later I decided to revisit it.  In doing so I made the questionable move of changing all the details while expecting the output to feel the same.  It didn’t work.

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Four Buildings

Four Buildings, in forward ordering.

I’ve spent the last week working on Four Buildings, a series of large (for me, at least) oil paintings of buildings at different times of day.  You can see them arranged above, and below at large scale individually.

(You can also see them, and a lot of other work I’ve produced this year, on my new, still-under-development art showcase site, art.joshmillard.com.  As I continue to focus on making (and n.b. selling) paintings as a big part of where my creative energy is going, I plan to keep building that site out.)

I’m happy with these new paintings both as a set of work on their own and for how they’ve grown out of a lot of painting work I’ve been doing the last three months, and thinking about writing some of that up has made me realize that I’ve been doing a lot painting lately and very little writing about painting.  I’d like to get back to blogging about this stuff more consistently; we’ll see, but for now here’s some thoughts on these.

A little bit about Four Buildings as a set. The four paintings are:

  1. Building At Sunrise (30 x 20 inches)
  2. Building At Noon (24 x 30 inches)
  3. Building At Sunset (30 x 20 inches)
  4. Building At Midnight (24 x 30 inches)

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An Averaged Menger Sponge

I’ve been doing a lot more painting than posting-about-painting recently, and got it in my head to line up a lot of Menger objects I’ve made since last summer in one image file and use transparency to roughly average them.  Here’s the result of futzing with that last night:


It’s an imperfect approach since I’m just using some rough napkin math to try (and I am certain fail) to keep the various layers approximately equally contributing to the final image.  It’s 35 layers altogether, I think, a combination of paintings, drawings, sketches, papercraft, and photographs of actual 3D objects carved from soapstone and snow and cork.

I also put together an animated gif that steps rapidly through all of those individual images: it’s by nature a bit flashy so be warned before clicking through: Continue reading “An Averaged Menger Sponge”

Coloring my face


This is a first color pass on top of the brown grisaille self-portrait I started in on last Friday; I gave the entire painting a go with semi-transparent color glazes to try and build color information on top of the values-only underpainting.

I’m not really satisfied with my work here.  The skin tone feels sort of flat, the glazing of the flesh tint I mixed sort of washing out the underpainting more than I expected.  I was imagining a thinner, more transparent glaze, is part of it, but I added about as much linseed oil and solvent as I felt like was doable without getting into seriously ruinous territory and still didn’t get glass-clear glazes.

Having mixed the colors in some cases with white may be part of that; I understand that can add opacity even while otherwise thinning the paint out.

The previous glazing stuff I’ve done has been for abstract Menger sponge stuff (of which, I should do a round-up post on those soon) and being a bit more reckless in just mixing up Neo Megilp and smearing the stuff all over the canvas.  I felt like maybe that wasn’t the way to go here, but I wonder if I’d have been happier with the results?  Or it might have been an awful mess.

Definitely I’m in really out-of-my-depth experimental territory on this.  Which is interesting and worth embracing but it makes it a lot more likely that I’ll do something, not like it, and feel dispirited and let that get to me.

There’s also a feeling of fear in ruining something’s charm by trying to elaborate on it, and all else aside I really did find that initial grisaille charming.  It was sketchy, certainly, but sketches have a lot of attraction for some reason.

Will continue to work on this, and see if I can figure out more of what I’m doing and what I want.  Doing more work in particular on the skin tone to try and create an effect I’m happy with.  I just need patience.

Self-portrait grisaille, from a Huntsville selfie

Painted this last night, based on a selfie I took on my phone in the summer of 2015 when my wife and I were in Huntsville, Alabama for a NASA internship she’d gotten.


This is my third go at self-portraiture in oil paints; I did two last year as well, all based off of photos because I haven’t yet figured out a setup I’m happy with for mirror + lighting + easel to work off my own reflection from.

I’m happier with this so far than I am with my previous two, based respectively off a selfie and off of a delightful blue-hued polaroid candid taken by Tamas Kadar during a meetup at XOXO 2016:

From a selfie at home.

My first oil self-portrait.  It was both pretty exciting to put it together and basically chock full of proportional and tonal problems since I was pretty actively making it all up as I went.

From Tamas’ snapshot.

This was my first experiment in monochrome, and you can see I was playing around with using a palette knife to lay in the white background.  I like the idea with this one but not very much the effect — the more muted blue haze of the original polaroid has a dreamy glow that this totally fails to capture, and again I find the proportional problems with it pretty distracting.

On to the new one, then:

Pencil outlines on canvas.

I started with a detailed pencil sketch on the canvas for this painting. With the previous two I’d done some sort of sketch to start as well, but not with the same care: for the first, just sketching in thinned-out paint with a brush on the canvas which several “starting painting” guides had suggested but which turns out not to work well at all for me; for the second a pencil outline but one I rushed a bit and declined in my desire to get going to stop and fix even when proportions were already seeming off.

This time I took my time, probably an hour or so building it up and reworking lines and redrawing detail bits.  Having done a similar job for a current work-in-progress painting of my cat Freyja was very satisfying and nudged me in the direction of doing so here as well, and it’s starting to feel like a good way for me to work.

I’m still not satisfied with the proportional relationship between the original photo and the drawing, but it’s a lot better and more careful in this outing and I’m happier with the results so far because of that.

Using a monochrome palette.

The grisaille was executed using Burnt Umber mixed with varying proportions of Titanium White, and nothing else.  No black in the mix; it’ll be easy to deepen the darkness of the darkest bits later, and the unmixed brown is already fairly striking on its own, so just fading it up with white was fine for this.  You can note (especially in the hair highlights I added late in the process) how mixing in white dulls the vibrance of the brown, though; I laid down thinned but unmixed Burnt Umber for my hair and eyebrows before doing the rest of the details and it’s the most lively feeling part of this current state.

In the patchwork reading about oil history and theory and practice I’ve done over the last eight months, I’d come across the idea of grisaille painting a few times but it hadn’t clicked for me until recently as I started to read up in more detail on glazing techniques.  Used loosely it can mean just a monochrome painting (whether literally greyscale or using a color as the core pigment), so both this and the previous blue one fall into that bucket, but there’s more specific style and theory ideas tied to the word as well.

The idea of specifically doing a grisaille in grey or neutral colors as an underpainting is the interesting thing to me, now, and where I’m planning to go with this one.

By using an essentially colorless first pass to establish the form of the painting as well as the values (basically, levels of brightness) of the whole composition, you can create a foundation for further work without having to juggle color mixing in the process and all the additional logistical issues and (literal, optical) value judgements that can come with mixing colored pigments.

And with that grisaille laid down, you can return to the dry underpainting and add color with transparent glazes.  That is, not by literally obscuring the underpainting with opaque paint out of the tube but by thinning the new colors with additional linseed oil, mineral spirits, etc. to create a translucent layer of color that lays over and takes on the values of the underlying paint.

This idea of using thin layers of transparent paint to blend optically wasn’t even on my radar for oil painting when I first started; imagine my surprise to find that it’s a fundamental technique in centuries of oil painting!

So I built an easel

When I started painting last summer I bought a cheap wooden tripod easel online, not knowing what I’d need or whether I really wanted to invest too much in what was a brand new, possibly short-lived hobby.

Monday of this week, I took that easel out of the house for the first time, to drive over to my friend Jesse’s place to do art together.  The easel promptly fell into two pieces.

“Jesse”, I said to him, “I would like you to have this easel.”

And so I was without a place to paint, and with a bunch of paintings in progress, and it became urgent to fill my self-imposed need.  And I decided to do it the hard but cheap way: build my own.

Here it is, assembled as of earlier this evening.

Finished easel, with work-in-progress painting of Freyja the cat.

I didn’t design it; this is following very closely on the reasonably detailed plans that have been online for a decade or more care of an artist named Ben Grosser; you can find the plans right here if you’re curious about building one or just want to see what I was working off of.  It’s a project that’s been recommended a number of times over the years on the art discussion site Wet Canvas, which is how I found it.  Thanks, Ben!

But I did build the goddam thing, and let me tell you: I am neither good at nor well prepared for woodworking.  I did a lot of things badly, out of a manic desire to get this thing done ASAP.

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The Decline And Fall Of Snowmeng


Portland’s snowy hellscape has gone the way of warmer temperatures and more typical rain, and the snowy Menger sponge I built along with it, but I took some pictures while it was still up and while it was in the process of ceasing to be.

My wife had the excellent idea to stick a colored LED lamp in the interior of the sponge to light it at night; the various colors seen in these images are on a cycle that the lamp runs through, and it spent that whole first night slowly easing from one color to the next. Continue reading “The Decline And Fall Of Snowmeng”